No Friend Of Mine

I’m supposed to be your best friend
I’m supposed to be like a brother to you
Well you sure as hell treat your friends and family like shit
Your little girlfriend comes first in your life
You are a sick puppy to her
You don’t know what’s going around you
It’s sick to see how far you are up her ass

You tell me over and over again
That you’re going to show me how I’m your best friend
It’s been a couple of months
And I’m still waiting for that
I should have just kicked your ass out when I had the chance
Maybe then I wouldn’t be so upset

It’s ironic isn’t
I thought it would be simply amazing to have you in my life
But in reality you’re just a misery

No Friend of mine
I don’t know who he is
The friend I knew treated me better
But this person looks like him
But they aren’t the same
So can you get him out of my life

I was such a fucking idiot
Everyone around me told me to kick him out
I said no give him the ability to prove he is a friend
Well in all honesty he only cares for himself
We are just all his pawns in his games
And sadly we just let him play our strings
Were just his puppets

No friend of mine
The friend I knew wouldn’t give me some sad story
He wouldn’t make me feel guilty for telling him the issues I have with him
No friend of mine would ever make me upset
They would make me happy and make damn sure I knew they cared
He doesn’t know what a friendship is
In his eyes he can’t do anything wrong

He should never be allowed to be on this Earth
He is just a virus being passed around
Causing pain to everyone

No Friend of mine
I don’t know who he is
The friend I knew treated me better
But this person looks like him
But they aren’t the same
So can you get him out of my life

I know that sometimes it’s my fault
But that’s what a friend is
They take blame of what they did
No friend of mine would ever make me take all the blame
When they are at fault too
They would apologize and try to fix things

Sadly you don’t want fix things
You think your Mr. Perfect on your stupid ass throne
With your little queen
Well go ahead and stay there
I don’t want anything to do with you
I’m moving on and having better friends
You’re no friend of mine
And I’m completely happy with that.

Suddenly

I’ve been broken for so long
I thought love was a fairy tale
I never knew that I could find it
You were brought into my life to fix the broken
I saw you and suddenly I fell in love
You were everything I wasn’t looking for
Yet you’re everything I need

I was damaged and you didn’t care
You took me and fixed me
I was damaged by the girl before you
I loved her, but yet she left
You see my walls, but you don’t care
You fight through them so you can get to me
You told me over and over again
I’m worth it

I don’t believe what you say
I’ve never had this before
I’ve always been prepared for heartbreak

Suddenly
I found you and fell for love
I knew that I could have true love
I could break down my walls for someone
I could let someone in
And it’s all because of you

You fought my resistant
You told me that if you love it you should fight for it
I never believed that
I have been around divorce and heartache
You’re the first girl I can see a future with
I know that with you anything is possible

Suddenly in that moment of meeting you I felt my heart heal
I felt the tears dry up
I felt my problems with love slowly go away
I saw the light at the end of the tunnel
I could see something with you
I actually believe in love
A thousand butterflies coarse through my body
My heart races
And I feel whole again

Suddenly
I found you and fell for love
I knew that I could have true love
I could break down my walls for someone
I could let someone in
And it’s all because of you

It’s an epic love story
The girl of my dreams fixing my heart
Suddenly I believe in love again
Suddenly I’m whole again
I can smile without trying
Suddenly the walls are down
I can let you in
And it’s all because of you.

Didnt Mean To

It was an accident I promise you
I was lost in the world.
I was wondering around
Trying to figure out who I am
I bumped into you all in an accident
I didn’t mean to fall in love with you

I will admit when I looked into those hazel eyes that I felt the spark
I felt like there was a reason to live
I saw rainbows and butterflies
I didn’t see cloudy days or monsters
I could put a smile on my face
It wasn’t that hard
All thanks to you

I didn’t mean to bump into you
I didn’t mean to start loving you in that instant
I thought it was too fast also.

Didn’t mean to
Fall for you
Play those twisted games
Cause all those tears
And eventually break your heart
It wasn’t my intention I swear

I’ll admit I’m messed up in the brain
I don’t know who I am
I was lost trying to find me
Well I can’t say I didn’t mind playing those games with you
Causing the roller coaster affect
We were so up and down

You tried to get away, but I brought you right back
I promised you that I was going to change
But in reality I wasn’t going to
I just loved seeing the false hope in your eyes
I didn’t mean to be such an asshole to you
It’s my nature and that’s what I was running away from

I didn’t mean to be a monster
I didn’t mean to cause those tears
I can’t control me and I was running away from that

Didn’t mean to
Fall for you
Play those twisted games
Cause all those tears
And eventually break your heart
It wasn’t my intention I swear

Please get me away from this
Please let me never do this again
I can’t control me
I’m a monster and I didn’t mean to
I thought I could love and yet I can’t
I played games and caused you to cry

I lived on it and eventually you were broken hearted
I’m the monster who needs to be locked up
I didn’t mean to hurt you, but I couldn’t contain myself
I’m a freak and it’s so messed
I didn’t mean to cause you pain
I didn’t mean to break your heart
I didn’t mean to find you and do all that to you

Never Going To Change

You always gave me false hope
I was dreaming of better days
I was thinking that it could work
You changed for a moment
I thought I finally got to you
But you went back to your old self
I was lying to myself
You’re never going to change

Lies, Lies, Lies,
Broken Promises
That’s all your good at
All you ever know how to do
You are a coward
You don’t know how to be proud of yourself

Go ahead and think it’s all me
Think that I’m the issue here
I know the reality

Never going to change
I’m so stupid for thinking you will
I thought it could work
But in reality I’m the idiot
You’re just going to stay the way you are

I need to stop living in this fantasy
I need to stop hoping for the best
I know that I needed to break out of this
I have cried way too many tears
I’m turning into a broken record
This dreamer needs to wake up
Reality is that you’re just a monster

Go ahead and give me a sad story of why you’re like this
Blame it all on your mother
Blame it all on the people around you
Say that you’re messed up in the head
Say that you need me around
But we all know that’s bullshit
I’ve been replace and I don’t mean anything to you

I’m not going to let you do this to me
I need to stop believing in you
I know that now

Never going to change
I’m so stupid for thinking you will
I thought it could work
But in reality I’m the idiot
You’re just going to stay the way you are

I have better people around me
They will help me through this
It’s sad because you keep doing this
No one will stand by your side
I hope he learns quickly it’s all about you
You might act different with him
I don’t know, but I know you’ll never change
I’m leaving because I’ve changed.
I know you’re pathetic and I’m not staying.

Musical Puppet

Go ahead and pull the strings
You are my master and I have no say
Oh I think what you want me to sing is beautiful
I think that it will make millions
I don’t know what I’m saying about originality
I don’t know anything
I’m just the musical puppet

Every time I have something to say
My mouth is quickly shut
I’m just your little puppet
I have no thought
I just do everything you want me to do
I’m your money maker

Originality is for the fools
Copy cats are the ones that make millions
My music is suppose to sound like everyone else’s

Musical Puppet
Pull my strings and I’ll sing
I don’t have any say in anything
Originality is out dated
Everyone is suppose to sound the same
Were just singing robots

Creativity is unheard of
In this industry it’s taboo
Your suppose to listen to your masters
That’s the rules
We can’t leave our little box of bubble gum pop
Anything else will fail

Our listeners like hearing the same damn thing
Anything with edge will be banish
And so will the singer
If you disobey your puppet master you will be burned
You can’t disobey it’s unheard of
Every other singer knows that and there making millions

Come to Tinsel Town
We will make you a star
Oh just put this strings on
We will promise you creative control
But in reality we have all control
You’re just our musical puppet.

Musical Puppet
Pull my strings and I’ll sing
I don’t have any say in anything
Originality is out dated
Everyone is suppose to sound the same
Were just singing robots

Well I’m sorry, but I’m cutting these strings
I’m going to sing with creativity
Originality is my best friend
Go ahead and banish me from this industry
It’s going downhill as it is
I’ll be my own person
I’m no one’s musical puppet