Didnt Mean To

It was an accident I promise you
I was lost in the world.
I was wondering around
Trying to figure out who I am
I bumped into you all in an accident
I didn’t mean to fall in love with you

I will admit when I looked into those hazel eyes that I felt the spark
I felt like there was a reason to live
I saw rainbows and butterflies
I didn’t see cloudy days or monsters
I could put a smile on my face
It wasn’t that hard
All thanks to you

I didn’t mean to bump into you
I didn’t mean to start loving you in that instant
I thought it was too fast also.

Didn’t mean to
Fall for you
Play those twisted games
Cause all those tears
And eventually break your heart
It wasn’t my intention I swear

I’ll admit I’m messed up in the brain
I don’t know who I am
I was lost trying to find me
Well I can’t say I didn’t mind playing those games with you
Causing the roller coaster affect
We were so up and down

You tried to get away, but I brought you right back
I promised you that I was going to change
But in reality I wasn’t going to
I just loved seeing the false hope in your eyes
I didn’t mean to be such an asshole to you
It’s my nature and that’s what I was running away from

I didn’t mean to be a monster
I didn’t mean to cause those tears
I can’t control me and I was running away from that

Didn’t mean to
Fall for you
Play those twisted games
Cause all those tears
And eventually break your heart
It wasn’t my intention I swear

Please get me away from this
Please let me never do this again
I can’t control me
I’m a monster and I didn’t mean to
I thought I could love and yet I can’t
I played games and caused you to cry

I lived on it and eventually you were broken hearted
I’m the monster who needs to be locked up
I didn’t mean to hurt you, but I couldn’t contain myself
I’m a freak and it’s so messed
I didn’t mean to cause you pain
I didn’t mean to break your heart
I didn’t mean to find you and do all that to you