Never Going To Change

You always gave me false hope
I was dreaming of better days
I was thinking that it could work
You changed for a moment
I thought I finally got to you
But you went back to your old self
I was lying to myself
You’re never going to change

Lies, Lies, Lies,
Broken Promises
That’s all your good at
All you ever know how to do
You are a coward
You don’t know how to be proud of yourself

Go ahead and think it’s all me
Think that I’m the issue here
I know the reality

Never going to change
I’m so stupid for thinking you will
I thought it could work
But in reality I’m the idiot
You’re just going to stay the way you are

I need to stop living in this fantasy
I need to stop hoping for the best
I know that I needed to break out of this
I have cried way too many tears
I’m turning into a broken record
This dreamer needs to wake up
Reality is that you’re just a monster

Go ahead and give me a sad story of why you’re like this
Blame it all on your mother
Blame it all on the people around you
Say that you’re messed up in the head
Say that you need me around
But we all know that’s bullshit
I’ve been replace and I don’t mean anything to you

I’m not going to let you do this to me
I need to stop believing in you
I know that now

Never going to change
I’m so stupid for thinking you will
I thought it could work
But in reality I’m the idiot
You’re just going to stay the way you are

I have better people around me
They will help me through this
It’s sad because you keep doing this
No one will stand by your side
I hope he learns quickly it’s all about you
You might act different with him
I don’t know, but I know you’ll never change
I’m leaving because I’ve changed.
I know you’re pathetic and I’m not staying.

Musical Puppet

Go ahead and pull the strings
You are my master and I have no say
Oh I think what you want me to sing is beautiful
I think that it will make millions
I don’t know what I’m saying about originality
I don’t know anything
I’m just the musical puppet

Every time I have something to say
My mouth is quickly shut
I’m just your little puppet
I have no thought
I just do everything you want me to do
I’m your money maker

Originality is for the fools
Copy cats are the ones that make millions
My music is suppose to sound like everyone else’s

Musical Puppet
Pull my strings and I’ll sing
I don’t have any say in anything
Originality is out dated
Everyone is suppose to sound the same
Were just singing robots

Creativity is unheard of
In this industry it’s taboo
Your suppose to listen to your masters
That’s the rules
We can’t leave our little box of bubble gum pop
Anything else will fail

Our listeners like hearing the same damn thing
Anything with edge will be banish
And so will the singer
If you disobey your puppet master you will be burned
You can’t disobey it’s unheard of
Every other singer knows that and there making millions

Come to Tinsel Town
We will make you a star
Oh just put this strings on
We will promise you creative control
But in reality we have all control
You’re just our musical puppet.

Musical Puppet
Pull my strings and I’ll sing
I don’t have any say in anything
Originality is out dated
Everyone is suppose to sound the same
Were just singing robots

Well I’m sorry, but I’m cutting these strings
I’m going to sing with creativity
Originality is my best friend
Go ahead and banish me from this industry
It’s going downhill as it is
I’ll be my own person
I’m no one’s musical puppet

Goodbye

It's that time of year. College students are going back to school which means that goodbyes are just around the corner. It's sad to say it, but i dont want to say goodbye. One of my best friend's is leaving soon and i hate to say it, but i dont want her to go. She has always been there and i know that i will see her soon. It's sad to say goodbye because you dont know what is goign to happen in the future. It's a new thing and it's something that is uncomfortable. Everyone loves the comfortable and wants things to stay the same. The sad part is that nothing ever stays the same and in the end you have to say those goodbyes. It's not a goodbye because you will see them soon. Just keep a smile on your face and the tears to a minimum. In the end just know that things will only go up as long as you believe they. So say those goodbyes and just hope to see each other soon.

Ex

I can't sit here and say that i hate all of my exes. I actually am still friends with all of them. Yeah sometimes it gets awkward talking to them about new relationships and you wish that it could be instead. You hate talking to an ex who has there life in check while you are still lost in yours. I know i shouldn't complain because i have a book out. I know that is amazing, but it sucks trying to get a relationship started and in the end it isn't going so successfully. Why is it that you are the one trying so hard, while they just glide through the water. In the end we all have an ex who seems to be better off without you in their lives. You just need to know that you two weren't meant to be and then things will get better. I know that we couldnt have worked and i will be better off. It's a tough game, but everyone has to play it eventually.

Bummed

I know I really shouldnt be bummed right now, but what else am i supposed to feel. I was suppose to go out tonight with a great girl, but in the end it got canceled. She had to take care of her kid. i know that her kid comes first, but it just sucks coming home to my roommate with his girlfriend. I am so happy for them, but a part of someone craves for that. You wish that you could just call up a girl and just go see them. You wish that you could have secret jokes and be filled with giddy when they text you. I thought i was slowly getting that with this new girl, but the more and more i see everything i realize that it wasn't her. It was the fact that i was putting her into that mold. She is a great girl, but i dont think that we are good for each other. She has a kid and i don't. Maybe it's because i was so gung hoe on getting someone so i didnt feel so alone. I know that's not a good thing and i just think that i need to find a girl for me. Not for the lonilness or so i dont feel like such a loser when my roommate and his girlfriend are around me. In the end i am just bummed, but i will figure out how to not be bummed anymore. I know that i will smile and it will all in the end be better.

Trust Me

I can see the doubt in your eyes
babe i have those same doubts
I've been burned too many times to count
this heart has those same scars
but I'm ready to fall for you if you'd let me

Trust me
don't be scared of me
don't be scared of greatness
i know it's an unknown territory, but we will fact it together
this is an unknown thing to me

I'm ready to fall
but i want you to push me off this cliff of doubt

Trust me
don't be scared of what we shared together
let the past be the past
Don't let it make us never know what true love is

he hurt you too much
you gave him too many chances
too many tears fell and too many broken promises
you sat alone at home wishing he would chance into that prince charming
save you on the white horse

well darling he wasn't your prince charming
I'll get that white horse and ride you off into the sunset you want
but you have to let me catch you
you have to trust me

I'll be easy on you
I'm scared about us, but i won't let it stop us

Trust me
don't be scared of what we shared together
let the past be the past
Don't let it make us never know what true love is

he burned you i know
your past has made you scared
but you can trust me
you can give me your hand
I'll protect you and catch you when you fall for me
just let it happen

I trust you to push me off the cliff of doubt
Don't stop us from finding greatness
let the past be the past
tear down those walls
and just trust me

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