Trust Me

I can see the doubt in your eyes
babe i have those same doubts
I've been burned too many times to count
this heart has those same scars
but I'm ready to fall for you if you'd let me

Trust me
don't be scared of me
don't be scared of greatness
i know it's an unknown territory, but we will fact it together
this is an unknown thing to me

I'm ready to fall
but i want you to push me off this cliff of doubt

Trust me
don't be scared of what we shared together
let the past be the past
Don't let it make us never know what true love is

he hurt you too much
you gave him too many chances
too many tears fell and too many broken promises
you sat alone at home wishing he would chance into that prince charming
save you on the white horse

well darling he wasn't your prince charming
I'll get that white horse and ride you off into the sunset you want
but you have to let me catch you
you have to trust me

I'll be easy on you
I'm scared about us, but i won't let it stop us

Trust me
don't be scared of what we shared together
let the past be the past
Don't let it make us never know what true love is

he burned you i know
your past has made you scared
but you can trust me
you can give me your hand
I'll protect you and catch you when you fall for me
just let it happen

I trust you to push me off the cliff of doubt
Don't stop us from finding greatness
let the past be the past
tear down those walls
and just trust me

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Approval/Acceptance

Approval is something that everyone wants in life. It's the thing that our society craves for. We want to be accepted into a group of people so that we can have friends. But when you look at the group of people and all they do is hate on each other is that approval that you really want. I would rather have no friends then have friends who hate on each other. Another form of approval is the one of your life decisions. you want people to approve of the decisions that you make in life. Either going to college or deciding to take another path. you want people to accept what you are doing and support it.

I feel at the end of the day the only thing that matters is your acceptance of yourself. You have to approve what you are doing and be able to man up for it. You need to look in the mirror and say that you are okay with what you are doing. If you can do that then nothing else matters. People's approval or acceptance will always change. Society is something that always changes and but you dont. Someone needs to look in the mirror and accept themselves. If they can do that then people's approval or acceptance you will come.

Break Ups

I just recently went through a break up. Breaks up are probably one of those things that people hardly want to go through. There are tears, hurtful words, and a sense of not being worth anything. Break ups are those types of monster that people try to aviod at all possible. With every break up their are many reactions. You can be sad and listen to a bunch of sad songs and have a good cry. You can be bitter and angry. You want to just tell that person every bad word int he dictionary and hope they have a horrible love life. Or the more reasonable one is that you could just accept it and move on. Everyone thinks that a break up is the end of the world. It just means that sadly one door is closing. It doesn't mean that you won't find that special someone. It means that you are one step closer to finding the "one" that everyone seeks to hope for.

Everyone needs to realize that when you go into a relationship that there is a chance of you guys ending things. You can never tell the future, but you have to realize that it's possible. You need to have a good cry, a good yelling, or just accpeting it. In the end though you need to realize that that chapter of your life might be over, but in the end another chapter still needs to be written. Life is too short to hold onto what will never be there again. People need to accpet and put a smile on their face. Break ups are part of life and it's a ride of passage. Just remember that it's not the end of the world and it's not meant to be. Just smile and let your heart be open for the future it has for you.

Great Nights

A great night doesn't have to be with a group of friends or a big party. A great night is what the little things bring you. Tonight for me was a great night. Yeah there was stressful moments where i wanted to ripe my hair out (although there really isn't any) and it was a hot mess, but that didnt make it a bad night either. It made me alert and it made me actually enjoy my customers even more. I actually got to joke around with them and share a couple of laughs with them. I have to say they were the funniest group of people i have known. One guy started chanting my name as he was leaving. Then after work me and a great friend of mine went to the gas station and got food. We then walked in the warm weather to our cars. That's what made it a great night was the fact that it was the little things that made it special. Just relaxing enjoying times with a great friend and sharing amazing laughter with complete strangers. Great nights dont have to be going out partying, but more of the small things. That's what makes my life amazing is the great nights that i have all the time.

I gotta do me

The red light in my life has turned green for me
my bags are packed and it's time for me to go
i need to leave now while the light is still green
give it a chance while i have it

i know you want me to stay
your mouth says no
but your eyes say yes
darling i love you, but i gotta do me
i have to think about me and think of my career
it's time for me now

if you love me you have to let me go
i'll be back one day for you
and we will be together

I gotta do me
see the world and have life in me
stop going through the motions
follow my dreams
follow my heart

writing is my heart and i can't stop putting it on hold
it's my passion and nothing else matters to me
i can't stop and i need to ride this for all it has
so let me go

i feel like i'm just going through the motions of time
making myself a puppet
pleasing everyone except me
i gotta do me
cutting the strings and pleasing me
and not caring about the others for once

ther's no life for me here
i've got to move towards my life goals
and getting out there

I gotta do me
see the world and have life in me
stop going through the motions
follow my dreams
follow my heart

i know you want me to stay
i want to for us but i can't settle anymore
i have to go out there and get life in me
get inspired and be happy with my life

i know it's going to be hard
it's not the right choice
but it's my choice
i gotta do me and i have to leave this town
it's not practical but when is chasing your dreams practical
it's time to leave and follow my heart

Hello Old Friend

It's been along time since i have seen you
i look at you and i hardly remember the person i once knew
you smile the same smile and laugh the same laugh
but you seem older, wiser, and more mature

hello old friend
i have been waiting for this for years
you look at me and say that i look different
i know i do
life has phased me just like you
but it's been a positive way

i see us still as the closest of friends from years ago
now remembering it all

Hello old friend
it's nice to see you again
its been years since we have last seen each other
but we will always be the same

we didnt end our friendship of bad terms
life just the best of us and eventually we drifted apart
im not blaming anyone but time
but now we can sit here and catch up with each other

photos, stories, laughs, and memories fill the air
i still cant believe your the same friends from years ago.
the one i would run around the parking alot with
get stuck in the mud
and make fun of our professors

how we have changed
and yet still act like our crazyselves in a heartbeat

Hello old friend
it's nice to see you again
its been years since we have last seen each other
but we will always be the same

oh this old town we grew up in is way too small for us
we went off into the world
chose different paths and saw what was out there
we gave life a go and have matured because of it
but i still see the old friend who is still dear to me

time and life took over in us
but we are the same
we will go cause choas in a heartbeat
laugh and make new memories with each other
we both have matured and have life in us
but it's still nice to know the person
i remember is still in there