Replacing You

You look so young in that picture
It’s quite funny seeing you smile
Because the last memory I have of you
You were crying
You had your life in your hands
You said I was worthless and you walked out the door
It’s the last memory that I have of you
I didn’t think that I would remember you some way else

I wouldn’t have come across this picture
If it wasn’t for the fact that my new love
Said I needed to clean out my life
So I did and I came across it
But it has no meaning towards me
Because I’ve replaced you
Replacing you was easy
Because she is the best

We were happy once
Well that was once
Now you are just a memory

Replacing you
Finding someone better
Someone who makes me happier
Making my heart feel alive
Not feeling ashamed of who I am
And knowing that the girl I’m with
Is nothing like you

You tore me down
You shared my flaws with the world
I never met your standards
But no one can ever meet yours
It’s a list of demands that no one can give you
So you have fun with that
I’m replacing you with someone with fewer demands

I know that you wish me misery
You want to be the better one here
But it isn’t happening is it
I’ve been happy
My heart can finally beat again
It doesn’t need your approval anymore
I’m free like a bird
I’m happier without you
So this little photo doesn’t mean anything
Replacing it with a picture of my new relationship
You were just a learning experience

Replacing you
Finding someone better
Someone who makes me happier
Making my heart feel alive
Not feeling ashamed of who I am
And knowing that the girl I’m with
Is nothing like you

I in small sense wish I could know how you are doing
Wondering if you got all your demands
Or if you were disappointed
It doesn’t matter to me
I look at the new love
I know replacing you
Actually it’s not replacing you
Because she is nothing like you

She loves me for me
She means the world to me
I’m not replacing you
I’m falling for the soul mate
So hopefully you find what you’re looking for
But now you’re just a memory
And a learning experience

Don't Be Afraid

This isn’t the time to be scared
I know that you want to be safe
But darling you can’t anymore
You have to give me a leap of faith
You have to trust me
You can’t have doubts
Please trust me and stay
Don’t go thinking that it will solve anything
Don’t be afraid

I know that I have my moments
Where I can seem like a monster
I will admit that I have an anger side
A different person comes over me
But I can’t lose you
Don’t be afraid of me
Because I can’t lose you
I can’t see you walk out that door

Please let the fears go away
Please stay
Because I love you and only you

Don’t be afraid
We can work on us
I want you to stay
I know that I can’t be trusted
But you need to
Just give me a leap of faith
Let me show you that I love you

It all started out perfect
Doesn’t that how the story goes
Boy likes girl
They fall in love
They are happy
But once the first bump comes
They are ready to run
But I’m not running anywhere
So don’t do the same to me

I know that I screamed
I know that I said things I can’t take back
But baby you are everything to me
And I just can’t lose you over this
I will do anything for you
And you know that
I’m still that guy
You fell for in the coffee shop

So don’t leave
Don’t be afraid of me
Just give me a chance to

Don’t be afraid
We can work on us
I want you to stay
I know that I can’t be trusted
But you need to
Just give me a leap of faith
Let me show you that I love you

Give me a leap of faith
Stay here
You know you won’t regret it
We have to prove
That we truly love each other
We can’t just run at the first bump
So don’t be afraid
Come back to me
And don’t run away

We Smile

My dear sweet dear
Can you please get rid of that frown?
Can you please put on a smile?
I know that you are upset right now
I know this day isn’t going your way
But just listen to me
If you smile then things will get better
Just have faith that it will

This world is a blank canvas
It’s all up to you to add the colors
Don’t fill it with black and grey
Fill it with crazy colors and mix them together
Let’s paint a picture of funny faces
Maybe we should paint us
As we smile and be happy together

Doesn’t that sound fun?
Well you can’t do that if you’re frowning
So let’s smile together

We smile
We are happy and not sad
Let’s not have a colorful canvas
Not one that should be dark
Let’s smile
And let the problems go away

I know that he broke your heart
You don’t deserve that
I understand
But life isn’t about all the sad moments
It’s about the happy moments
It’s about remembering the good time
So let’s make some as we smile

I know that diamonds seem tempting
But let’s just walk away from them
Let’s enjoy the warmth of the sun
The snow might clean you out
But you shouldn’t escape from it
You should smile and enjoy everything around you
We smile and it can help us
Move on from every problem

I don’t want to see you hurt
I don’t like you being in pain
So let’s smile and not be

We smile
We are happy and not sad
Let’s not have a colorful canvas
Not one that should be dark
Let’s smile
And let the problems go away.

So don’t let the small bumps in the road
Ruin the joy of living
So how about we smile together
We smile because we are forgetting our problems
We smile because we want to enjoy life
We smile because we know no matter what
We can always smile and forget about all of our problems.

Waste of Time

I spent too many nights crying over you
I spent too many nights hoping you would come back
Hoping that you would say it was a nightmare
Saying baby I love you and I will never leave
I’m here to stay and that’s how it’s going to be
I wish and hoped that it was true
I wanted this nightmare to be over
But I knew I needed to wake up from this nightmare

I loved you
But you’re a waste of time now
I can’t cry anymore for you
I know that I’m better off without you
You have played too many games
You said too many promises that you never kept
I know you are just someone of the past
And right now my present deserves better

So leave me alone
Don’t waste your time
Because I’m not going to waste mine

Waste of Time
That’s all you are to me.
I’m happier and that’s how it’s going to stay
I loved you once, but never again
I know that my heart will move on
You are just someone who I loved
And just a memory that I want to forget

You tell me over and over again how you want to be with me
Does your love know that you have been calling me?
Do they know that you still say I’m the one?
I bet they don’t and that’s why you’re a waste of time
You can never be honest
It’s all just games to you
And I’m done with the games
I want a serious relationship

I’m happy now
The grass is greener for me here
So keep saying that I’m miserable
Well that’s not true
And it’s never going to be again
I cried so many tears
I pleaded so many times with you
I was just a trophy to you
Well I’m getting out of your showcase

So keep your words to yourself
My breathe is no longer yours
I know that you’re just a waste of time

Waste of Time
That’s all you are to me.
I’m happier and that’s how it’s going to stay
I loved you once, but never again
I know that my heart will move on
You are just someone who I loved
And just a memory that I want to forget

I did love you and I won’t deny that
There are still feelings here for you
And they will be here for a while
But I know that you are not the one for me
I know that they are still out there for me
You just are a memory in the past
And now you’re a waste of time
I want to forget you
I’m moving on with my life.

Frozen In Time

We were so happy together

We were under each other’s spells

We couldn’t have been happier together

But it’s now all over

We both have gone on our own

And now all we have is piles and piles

Of photos that hold on our memories

Too bad we can’t be like those photos



You had a smile that could light up the whole world

It was what made me fall in love with you

And it is the reason that I can’t let go of you

I see the necklace that I gave you for Christmas

It’s wrapped around your neck

It has our initials on it

We thought we were going to be together forever

Now that necklace is in the corner growing dust



I wonder if you wish

That we could just be

Frozen in time



Frozen in time

To all those perfect moments

Where those photos were our life

And not just moments in it

Where the right now never happened

And we never ended

Let’s be statues in those moments



We were so in love

I can see the light in our eyes

We thought we were the it couple

Nothing was going to tear us apart

Maybe that’s what destroyed us

Because we so in love

That we didn’t see it slowly going away



We thought it was perfect

But it was a mirror of lies

We were both drifting apart

Our needs were slowly changing

And we stayed together because

We both didn’t want to admit that

We weren’t perfect for each other

We were just moments in each other’s lives

We thought we were going to last

But sadly we didn’t

I just want to go back to those moments

Where we thought we were going to



Frozen in time

To all those perfect moments

Where those photos were our life

And not just moments in it

Where the right now never happened

And we never ended

Let’s be statues in those moments



I look at our photos and wish

We were still taking them right now

These photos are us frozen in time

And I wish we could be like a photo

I want us to go back to that

Never changing

We would still be together in love

Joy Of Writing

Every day there is inspiration all around me
There is something that inspires me
To write a crazy song or story
Something that I always love to do
Something that I will never lose
It’s the joy of writing
That I will never lose

You can sit there and read the words that I have written
Tear it apart
Say that it’s the worst thing that that you have read
Say that I should just give up on what I do
Well it’s the joy that I feel from writing
And you can’t take that from me
It’s something that I will always have

It’s all for me and no one else
I know it’s selfish
But you can’t take the joy of writing from me

Joy Of Writing
The feeling you feel after
You finish writing a song or a book
Tear down all my work
Well I say fuck you
Because you can’t ruin this for me

I’ll sit right in front of my laptop
Play something anything I don’t care
I’ll let the insanity inside of me take over
Because insanity is the beauty of creativity
I’ll admit that I’m crazy
Because being normal is something I won’t
Ever want to be

I think it’s funny when you say that everything I do is dumb
You say I won’t go anywhere
I should just give up on my dreams
Well who asked you?
Because I’m pretty sure I’m doing something with my life
I’m pretty sure I can stand by my life
And I can have joy knowing I’m doing this
Because I love it

I don’t need your approval
I don’t need your advice
You can give me your opinions
On how I feel about what I do

Joy Of Writing
The feeling you feel after
You finish writing a song or a book
Tear down all my work
Well I say fuck you
Because you can’t ruin this for me

I know that I can make mistakes
I know that you feel a thrill for tearing me down
But yet it won’t happen.
I won’t let anyone steal the joy of writing from me
Because it’s something that only I can feel
And no one can take that from me.

Goodbye to you

You want this to be a romantic song
You want me to tell you all the sweet things
All the things that you do right
Well honey that isn’t going to happen here
I have no nice things to say
All I want to do
Is say goodbye to you
And get you out of my life

Our love has sadly dried out like a river
There is no fire here anymore
We are just two strangers
Locked in four walls hoping to be together
But sadly I’ll sit on this side
And you can sit on that side
I just don’t want anything anymore with you

I can seem harsh
But darling you are the queen of mean
Sitting there on the throne tearing everyone apart

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to all the things you have done
The games, manipulation, and the lies
I like the other side of the fence
It doesn’t have you there
I’ll be the one that will say the reality here

You want to keep going on this fantasy
How can we keep this up if were both cheating?
Don’t give me that look of shock
You threw it in my face when we fought
And I kissed the random girl in front of your face
We both enjoy hurting each other
It’s the only thing we have done together lately

I know that we both are on our own little thrones
Looking around at our peasants
Causing havoc together, but were destroying each other
So I’m saying goodbye to you
I’m going to be a better person
I know it seems like it would ever happen
But it won’t if I’m still with you

I want to be better
I want to make sure I can look in the mirror
I have to prove that I have a heart

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to all the things you have done
The games, manipulation, and the lies
I like the other side of the fence
It doesn’t have you there
I’ll be the one that will say the reality here

I’m the king with no heart
You’re the queen with ice as a soul
We should be together, but it can’t be done
Goodbye to you
I need to be a better person
I need to be with someone I love
I can’t be with you anymore
Hate me and say all you want
But I’m going to give
The other side of the fence a try

Love you without money

It seems the only way you can show your love is through money

Diamond rings, fancy clothes, expensive dinners

that's what he has shown you

but it seems that you are not happy

you don't look like your in love

you look rather bored


he says he will show you the world

well he gave you the diamonds

the fancy clothes and the dinners

but he is married to his phone

while you are kicked to the side

i might not have money

but i'll love you the right way


i don't need money for that


Love you without money

i don't need the millions to show that i care

i don't need to buy you things

to prove that i think of you

I'll love you the right way


yeah he has the money

I'm poor but that doesn't matter

I'll come to your house in the middle of the night

just so i can say you're beautiful

I'll give you a picnic in the park

since you've always wanted that


when you're sick he will give you the best doctors

he will give you flowers and a stupid card

I'll make you soup

cuddle with you and watch your favorite movies

until you get better


i don't need money

to show you i love you


Love you without money

i don't need the millions to show that i care

i don't need to buy you things

to prove that i think of you

I'll love you the right way


I know that i don't have much

i will admit that

i can't buy you the nice things

take you to fancy places, but I'll love you without money

i don't need to buy you things to show i care

I'll love you and won't make you just arm candy to me

Live, Laugh, Love

Go ahead and leave

Go off and be better off without me

I’m not going to shed a tear about you and your new guy

I’ll find the girl I’m supposed to be with

Life is full of opportunities to love

And I’ll make sure that I’ll find them

I’m going to live, laugh, and love

But it won’t be with you


Life will throw too many obstacles

You will be put to your break

But you have to look past it

You have to let it roll off of you

You have to move on from it

Move on with a laugh

Live your life knowing that it will get better

And open your heart to love


Don’t let tears affect you

Let them make you want to be happy

Happy to live, laugh and love


Live, laugh, love

Live your life to the fullest

Don’t waste any chances to experience life

Laugh as much as you can

Don’t be too serious all the time

Open your heart to love and it will come


It seems that life is against you

You feel like there is no hope in the world

You want to crawl into bed and just stay there

Hoping that the bad will go away

Well you have to face the bad

You can’t hid from it

As long as you live, laugh, and love

Then all the bad will go away


Say fuck off to black and white

Make sure your life is full of color

Make sure it’s full of life

Get rid of those frowns make sure they never come back

Laugh all you want and be crazy

Fix that broken heart with the love

Of all your friends and family




You are never alone

Just make sure you have your heart open

To the love of everyone around you


Live, laugh, love

Live your life to the fullest

Don’t waste any chances to experience life

Laugh as much as you can

Don’t be too serious all the time

Open your heart to love and it will come


Life is full of heart breaks, broken dreams, and crushed hopes

You just have to move on

You can’t let it get to you

You have to live your life

Laugh as much as you can

And love everyone around you


Don’t let life get to you

Don’t be sad

Live, laugh, love

Thanks Asshole

I would like to thank you for everything you have done
Thank you so much for making me crazy
I’m happy that I have to see a therapist
I love that I can’t make any new guy friends
I have serious walls up
And I can’t break them down
So thanks asshole

You told me over and over again
That you were changing
You saw the error of your ways
I gave you so many chances
You never changed
So now when someone screws up
They are completely done with me

I have serious issues
And they are all because of you
So thank you

Thanks asshole
For all of the mental issues
For all the walls
The games you played made me go crazy
Now I can’t have any other friends
I’m so happy to have you as a friend

You try so hard to be friends with me
You give me a friendly smile
All I want to do is punch that smile off your face
You act like you haven’t done anything
You think that sorry is all you have to do
Well thanks asshole
For being the greatest person in the world

I know that you love your girlfriend
Why don’t you just marry the girl?
You are already up her ass it’s sad
Why don’t you just do us all a favor and go away
Just run away with her
One day she is all you’re going to have
And I’ll laugh when she leaves you

I know I’m mean
But you cause me to be like this
So thank you for making me an ass

Thanks asshole
For all of the mental issues
For all the walls
The games you played made me go crazy
Now I can’t have any other friends
I’m so happy to have you as a friend

You took advantage of my generosity
I know that now my guy friends will hate me
It’s all because you weren’t a good friend
You only cared about yourself
It’s sad to say it, but it’s true
Thanks asshole
Now I’m going to need therapy after you’re out of my life

Best friends in the world

I wake up in morning

Either in a toga, tie dye, or even a Christmas sweater

I look around to see all my friends sleeping

and i just smile because

i know i have the best friends in the world



i get up to see the wall of pictures

all of the good memories that we have shared together

even some memories we can't remember

thank you so much pong, bong, and flip cup

you have helped so much



stupid poses, stupid faces, and stupid actions

all around the best friends in the world



best friends in the world

they are there for the good

all the parties

they are there for the bad

the fights, tears, and breakdowns

I'll never be alone because of them



i look at my best friends

we might have some amazing times

looks like it's all superficial

but it's honestly not

they have never let me down

i know i can turn to them if i need them



they are there when i have no sleep

when i have a melt down

when a tree breaks my car

i know they are only a phone call away

i know i won't be alone in the world of life



we might party hard

but we have each others backs

that's a true friendship



best friends in the world

they are there for the good

all the parties

they are there for the bad

the fights, tears, and breakdowns

I'll never be alone because of them



we have our crazy antics

take stupid pictures

we will regret in the morning

make fun of each other if we make oceans

but at the end of the day

we have each other

they never let me down

they are the best friends in the world

and i love them for it

Meet Me Under The Mistletoe

Babe go ahead and play hide and seek
Run off into the white Christmas
Set up the Christmas Tree
Cover the house in tinsel
Make sure to have the cookies ready for Santa
All I truly want you to do
Is meet me under the mistletoe

You still send butterflies in my stomach
i feel like an idiot being around you
You're the best present i have ever received
You mean the world to me
I want to show you how I feel under the mistletoe

Find me there
Better hurry up
Because I'm getting impatient

Meet me under the mistletoe
I love you and want to show you
On the most magical day
You are the best present
I'm so lucky to have

we first met under the mistletoe
we were at a Christmas party
I was ready to leave
I wanted to talk to you
but I never got the courage
I gave up and left
I accidentally bumped into you under the mistletoe

You laughed
You then kissed me under the mistletoe
Sparks flew and we haven't been separated since then
I love remembering that feeling
So please meet me under the mistletoe

I want to remember when we first kissed
You're the best present I have received

Meet me under the mistletoe
I love you and want to show you
On the most magical day
You are the best present
I'm so lucky to have you

So let's play hide and seek on Christmas
We'll decorate the house
Have friends and family over
open presents and be jolly
But the only thing I want is
For you to meet me under the mistletoe
So I can kiss you
Like our first kiss under the mistletoe

No Friend Of Mine

I’m supposed to be your best friend
I’m supposed to be like a brother to you
Well you sure as hell treat your friends and family like shit
Your little girlfriend comes first in your life
You are a sick puppy to her
You don’t know what’s going around you
It’s sick to see how far you are up her ass

You tell me over and over again
That you’re going to show me how I’m your best friend
It’s been a couple of months
And I’m still waiting for that
I should have just kicked your ass out when I had the chance
Maybe then I wouldn’t be so upset

It’s ironic isn’t
I thought it would be simply amazing to have you in my life
But in reality you’re just a misery

No Friend of mine
I don’t know who he is
The friend I knew treated me better
But this person looks like him
But they aren’t the same
So can you get him out of my life

I was such a fucking idiot
Everyone around me told me to kick him out
I said no give him the ability to prove he is a friend
Well in all honesty he only cares for himself
We are just all his pawns in his games
And sadly we just let him play our strings
Were just his puppets

No friend of mine
The friend I knew wouldn’t give me some sad story
He wouldn’t make me feel guilty for telling him the issues I have with him
No friend of mine would ever make me upset
They would make me happy and make damn sure I knew they cared
He doesn’t know what a friendship is
In his eyes he can’t do anything wrong

He should never be allowed to be on this Earth
He is just a virus being passed around
Causing pain to everyone

No Friend of mine
I don’t know who he is
The friend I knew treated me better
But this person looks like him
But they aren’t the same
So can you get him out of my life

I know that sometimes it’s my fault
But that’s what a friend is
They take blame of what they did
No friend of mine would ever make me take all the blame
When they are at fault too
They would apologize and try to fix things

Sadly you don’t want fix things
You think your Mr. Perfect on your stupid ass throne
With your little queen
Well go ahead and stay there
I don’t want anything to do with you
I’m moving on and having better friends
You’re no friend of mine
And I’m completely happy with that.

Suddenly

I’ve been broken for so long
I thought love was a fairy tale
I never knew that I could find it
You were brought into my life to fix the broken
I saw you and suddenly I fell in love
You were everything I wasn’t looking for
Yet you’re everything I need

I was damaged and you didn’t care
You took me and fixed me
I was damaged by the girl before you
I loved her, but yet she left
You see my walls, but you don’t care
You fight through them so you can get to me
You told me over and over again
I’m worth it

I don’t believe what you say
I’ve never had this before
I’ve always been prepared for heartbreak

Suddenly
I found you and fell for love
I knew that I could have true love
I could break down my walls for someone
I could let someone in
And it’s all because of you

You fought my resistant
You told me that if you love it you should fight for it
I never believed that
I have been around divorce and heartache
You’re the first girl I can see a future with
I know that with you anything is possible

Suddenly in that moment of meeting you I felt my heart heal
I felt the tears dry up
I felt my problems with love slowly go away
I saw the light at the end of the tunnel
I could see something with you
I actually believe in love
A thousand butterflies coarse through my body
My heart races
And I feel whole again

Suddenly
I found you and fell for love
I knew that I could have true love
I could break down my walls for someone
I could let someone in
And it’s all because of you

It’s an epic love story
The girl of my dreams fixing my heart
Suddenly I believe in love again
Suddenly I’m whole again
I can smile without trying
Suddenly the walls are down
I can let you in
And it’s all because of you.

Didnt Mean To

It was an accident I promise you
I was lost in the world.
I was wondering around
Trying to figure out who I am
I bumped into you all in an accident
I didn’t mean to fall in love with you

I will admit when I looked into those hazel eyes that I felt the spark
I felt like there was a reason to live
I saw rainbows and butterflies
I didn’t see cloudy days or monsters
I could put a smile on my face
It wasn’t that hard
All thanks to you

I didn’t mean to bump into you
I didn’t mean to start loving you in that instant
I thought it was too fast also.

Didn’t mean to
Fall for you
Play those twisted games
Cause all those tears
And eventually break your heart
It wasn’t my intention I swear

I’ll admit I’m messed up in the brain
I don’t know who I am
I was lost trying to find me
Well I can’t say I didn’t mind playing those games with you
Causing the roller coaster affect
We were so up and down

You tried to get away, but I brought you right back
I promised you that I was going to change
But in reality I wasn’t going to
I just loved seeing the false hope in your eyes
I didn’t mean to be such an asshole to you
It’s my nature and that’s what I was running away from

I didn’t mean to be a monster
I didn’t mean to cause those tears
I can’t control me and I was running away from that

Didn’t mean to
Fall for you
Play those twisted games
Cause all those tears
And eventually break your heart
It wasn’t my intention I swear

Please get me away from this
Please let me never do this again
I can’t control me
I’m a monster and I didn’t mean to
I thought I could love and yet I can’t
I played games and caused you to cry

I lived on it and eventually you were broken hearted
I’m the monster who needs to be locked up
I didn’t mean to hurt you, but I couldn’t contain myself
I’m a freak and it’s so messed
I didn’t mean to cause you pain
I didn’t mean to break your heart
I didn’t mean to find you and do all that to you

Never Going To Change

You always gave me false hope
I was dreaming of better days
I was thinking that it could work
You changed for a moment
I thought I finally got to you
But you went back to your old self
I was lying to myself
You’re never going to change

Lies, Lies, Lies,
Broken Promises
That’s all your good at
All you ever know how to do
You are a coward
You don’t know how to be proud of yourself

Go ahead and think it’s all me
Think that I’m the issue here
I know the reality

Never going to change
I’m so stupid for thinking you will
I thought it could work
But in reality I’m the idiot
You’re just going to stay the way you are

I need to stop living in this fantasy
I need to stop hoping for the best
I know that I needed to break out of this
I have cried way too many tears
I’m turning into a broken record
This dreamer needs to wake up
Reality is that you’re just a monster

Go ahead and give me a sad story of why you’re like this
Blame it all on your mother
Blame it all on the people around you
Say that you’re messed up in the head
Say that you need me around
But we all know that’s bullshit
I’ve been replace and I don’t mean anything to you

I’m not going to let you do this to me
I need to stop believing in you
I know that now

Never going to change
I’m so stupid for thinking you will
I thought it could work
But in reality I’m the idiot
You’re just going to stay the way you are

I have better people around me
They will help me through this
It’s sad because you keep doing this
No one will stand by your side
I hope he learns quickly it’s all about you
You might act different with him
I don’t know, but I know you’ll never change
I’m leaving because I’ve changed.
I know you’re pathetic and I’m not staying.

Musical Puppet

Go ahead and pull the strings
You are my master and I have no say
Oh I think what you want me to sing is beautiful
I think that it will make millions
I don’t know what I’m saying about originality
I don’t know anything
I’m just the musical puppet

Every time I have something to say
My mouth is quickly shut
I’m just your little puppet
I have no thought
I just do everything you want me to do
I’m your money maker

Originality is for the fools
Copy cats are the ones that make millions
My music is suppose to sound like everyone else’s

Musical Puppet
Pull my strings and I’ll sing
I don’t have any say in anything
Originality is out dated
Everyone is suppose to sound the same
Were just singing robots

Creativity is unheard of
In this industry it’s taboo
Your suppose to listen to your masters
That’s the rules
We can’t leave our little box of bubble gum pop
Anything else will fail

Our listeners like hearing the same damn thing
Anything with edge will be banish
And so will the singer
If you disobey your puppet master you will be burned
You can’t disobey it’s unheard of
Every other singer knows that and there making millions

Come to Tinsel Town
We will make you a star
Oh just put this strings on
We will promise you creative control
But in reality we have all control
You’re just our musical puppet.

Musical Puppet
Pull my strings and I’ll sing
I don’t have any say in anything
Originality is out dated
Everyone is suppose to sound the same
Were just singing robots

Well I’m sorry, but I’m cutting these strings
I’m going to sing with creativity
Originality is my best friend
Go ahead and banish me from this industry
It’s going downhill as it is
I’ll be my own person
I’m no one’s musical puppet

Goodbye

It's that time of year. College students are going back to school which means that goodbyes are just around the corner. It's sad to say it, but i dont want to say goodbye. One of my best friend's is leaving soon and i hate to say it, but i dont want her to go. She has always been there and i know that i will see her soon. It's sad to say goodbye because you dont know what is goign to happen in the future. It's a new thing and it's something that is uncomfortable. Everyone loves the comfortable and wants things to stay the same. The sad part is that nothing ever stays the same and in the end you have to say those goodbyes. It's not a goodbye because you will see them soon. Just keep a smile on your face and the tears to a minimum. In the end just know that things will only go up as long as you believe they. So say those goodbyes and just hope to see each other soon.

Ex

I can't sit here and say that i hate all of my exes. I actually am still friends with all of them. Yeah sometimes it gets awkward talking to them about new relationships and you wish that it could be instead. You hate talking to an ex who has there life in check while you are still lost in yours. I know i shouldn't complain because i have a book out. I know that is amazing, but it sucks trying to get a relationship started and in the end it isn't going so successfully. Why is it that you are the one trying so hard, while they just glide through the water. In the end we all have an ex who seems to be better off without you in their lives. You just need to know that you two weren't meant to be and then things will get better. I know that we couldnt have worked and i will be better off. It's a tough game, but everyone has to play it eventually.

Bummed

I know I really shouldnt be bummed right now, but what else am i supposed to feel. I was suppose to go out tonight with a great girl, but in the end it got canceled. She had to take care of her kid. i know that her kid comes first, but it just sucks coming home to my roommate with his girlfriend. I am so happy for them, but a part of someone craves for that. You wish that you could just call up a girl and just go see them. You wish that you could have secret jokes and be filled with giddy when they text you. I thought i was slowly getting that with this new girl, but the more and more i see everything i realize that it wasn't her. It was the fact that i was putting her into that mold. She is a great girl, but i dont think that we are good for each other. She has a kid and i don't. Maybe it's because i was so gung hoe on getting someone so i didnt feel so alone. I know that's not a good thing and i just think that i need to find a girl for me. Not for the lonilness or so i dont feel like such a loser when my roommate and his girlfriend are around me. In the end i am just bummed, but i will figure out how to not be bummed anymore. I know that i will smile and it will all in the end be better.